Its been a while due to many different reasons, but mostly because I am curently in a very stable place and don't have the same need I used to have to write things off... I am for the first time in a very long while entirely happy. I still have all the same everyday problems I used to, still lots of work, London is still stressful and I still get annoyed with things and people. But I feel so peaceful, stable and relaxed, and its a very odd feeling, can't remember ever being in this place in my life before. Much of it is because of the wonderful person by my side, the kindest and most genuine person I have ever met. I don't think that happiness is dependant on somebody else giving it to you, its just easier to appreciate it when somebody is there experiencing it with you. Yes I'm clichι my appologies...