This thing with relationships, damn tricky business, especially in the beginning (or so my dear freinds in long relationships keep telling me). I spoke to *F* this morning, who has been in a relationship for a year and a half and now living with her boyfriend. I called her as I needed to air out my insecurities and how the relationship minefield makes me want to be single again, not because I don't want him, but because I want my independant self back who doesn't risk getting hurt... *F* said something I keep thinking about, she said 'honestly I feel more secure and confident when I'm single', and I couldn't agree more. Not that my boyfriend isn't lovely, appreciative and compliments me, but when he doesn't or (as a male) says something that doesn't really come out the way its supposed to I feel like a tiny tiny person and obsess about it when really I don't have to. Now all I keep thinking about is, should I bring this up again although we sort of talked about it yesterday and become the girl who can't let things go or should I forget about it and then let it out in a few weeks when I'm pissed about something else and still be the girl who can't let things go? Argh I freking hate myself at the moment...