For the first time since I moved here I'm actually not counting the hours until I get on the aeroplane (tonight). This is not saying that I'm not really excited about going home and seeing my lovely amazing friends and family. Its just (and not only because of the boy) I've started to make London a bit of a home for myself. I've realised that Stockholm and Sweden will always be there and I will always be able to return, but along with my New Years resolution to start living in the moment I am very much considering staying here for a while... that is if anyone will hire me! Saying goodbye to the boy this morning was a lot harder then I had anticipated... we went for a lovely dinner at e&o and then went home and opened our presents (and his were lovely). Am not feeling too well, have a really bad head ache which sucks as I'm flying tonight but I'm sure I'll get through it!