A very rare thing... an extremely calm afternoon at work, so calm that I even have time to check my personal email and blog. Sent my assistant home early as it was his last day and unfortunatly I'm not sad to see him go because in many situations he was more work than help. Slept bad last night again, wonder if I'll ever get used to living alone, something I havn't done for a very very long time, boarding school, and then sharing flats with lots of different people, boyfriend, more flat sharing and now alone. Oh well I'll be back flatsharing in September when I return to London. This evening I'm planning to go running, I absolutely despise it and think its the most boring thing but since I don't have a gym membership here and I've been eating one ice cream a day I don't really have a chioce. Tomorrow I'm going to see Kanye West with my brother and his girlfried, super excited since I looooove his music, especially Gold Digger... such a degrating song to women but I love it, always makes me go crazy if I'm out clubbing :)
Realise I have som many decisions to make in the next couple of months. Stay and work in London or come back here? What sort of company do I want to work for? What sort of lifestyle do I want to lead? People keep asking me, "so what are you gonna do when you are done?" I answer with a blank face and sound like a complete idiot because I have absolutely no idea. One day I definately want to move back to Sweden and then the next I want to stay in London... My conclusion is that it would be great if I could just stay in this indecisive state and not have to grow up.