For the first time in a very long time I feel bored. The past year and half's constant drama had made me dependant on emotional twists and turns. And now, I feel nothing - literally. I don't have that tingling sensation in my tummy when I check my e-mails, the phone rings or I get an SMS. Just talked to dear Bee who said, "well then create some drama, you know you are good at that", which is very true but I can't even seem to do that. I'm not upset that my life is boring right now, not at all, its actually quite relaxing but I still feel that something has to happen, I need a good kick in the arse because at the moment I'm doing nothing - literally.