Sometimes I find it so hard to control myself. Thank god I've been blessed with good genes, because I could never endure a diet. Thank god I'm only a social smoker every now and then because I could probably never quit. Thank god I'm not diabetic because I could could never stop eating sweet things. And thank god I have a computer, TV, DVD, book and gossip magazine in the appartment to stop me from coming off as desperate... Aaaargh I'm frustrated! And way to frustrated to meditate it all away with some yoga! I can obviously get addicted to anything.